Sunday, September 27, 2009 Y 8:38 AM
26th september2009
okayyokayy... after all that i decided to do something today, but in the end that thing i wan to do didt come ture.. i am sad now but so wad?! today have 4 different kind of mood!
First mood is in this morning when saw something that i dun wan see..... which hurt me deeply again! tears just roll out! cant control it at all..... then very sad all the way till that person call.......
Second mood is here which is happy and sad at the same time?! cant go tooo in cause is private
:x
anyway then i use computer from morning 10am?-5pm? somewhere around there...... then went to church!
here come the third mood: HAPPY
cause we played games and games and more games! then in the end and group lost but is okayy! there the winning group de agnes thought of putting shaving cream all over our face! eeeeeeee! then keep going into my eyes and mouth! then almost cry out casue went into my eyes[ouch]..... after church ed like 6pm? then there is a surprise! haha happy happy happy.... cause they celebrating joanne, james, and my birthday! although is long over but i still thax them alot for the present even is a clock!-.-'''
after that went to find jezebel... then went to 304 then went to play swing... then remember alot of thing, both happy and sad... hais... i cant do anything anymore... tried all ways... is up to you le.... dun keep asking me wad i wan... is not me anymore is you... wad you wan... so when you decide tell me even it is not me....stop saying try when u dun even try.... after that went to slack slack till 9pm then went home and do everything.....
fourth feeling is here! which is sad again.... that person who cause me like that should know wad happen no ned say the name.... i really didt mean anything if you wan think that way then i cant do anything... i had done wadever i can le is up to you now.....
*** must thank ben and darren alot for the shaving cream make up! love your alot arh! your make me until my hair, ears, shirt, face have!
** and ofcouse esther is love you too!=] really! hehe...
and that person this is for you...
actually i dun knw why i am tyoing this for... just wan you know that stop dreaming wake up! nothing in this world is perfect... find a better one? is really up to you... dun get the wrong ideal..... is not wad you think just telling you that alll.
to you....
i dun knw le... up to you... wad had you done? did you keep? wad had you keep? alot more question i still wan ask maybe next time..
to jezebel and huimin....
hihi... i think i am half awake le... i will stand up de... even though my is still a raining day but i kind of enjoy raining days... but since your had already got sun shine le, how can left me out so i am changing to sun shine soon i think 0o? hoping so.... just cant forget maybe just not now....
