hihi! i am back for this day only haha!
anyway.... CNY! HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!
this year kinda bored.... nothing special..... hope i wont be the same as the past two years anymore.....

homework again.... sick of it le....
stupid n lvl teacher give so much homework....

love all of your=] may god bless you!

and.... will link your soon! lazy do that heehee=]

to EILEEN LOH, SIMIN,THERESA, SHIRLEY!
we must be like last time again! really miss thoes time ALOT!

HI!i will link your asap okayyy... cause lazy use com now days......
anyway exam has ended... is it a good thing? maybe maybe not? i only know i did badly for EOY... SAD! scare fail.... anyway bye people... will link and update soon.....


always remember to SMILE! cause it may bring you a little surprise that you would never expect to come?! try it! =]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CIYUE!=] enjoy your day... may god bless

you...=]]



today mood: BAD and sad......
This morning miss school cause having a serious stomach ache... later in the morning when i wake up headache.. stand up trying to walk to my living room couldn't. keep knock into thing cant walk properly. see double image. saw my sofa quickly lie on it... head still hurts...


misses you.... nothing is going the way i wan it to... i thinking i am waking up... wad about you? i think you still going continue dream on.. when you wake up call me? hais dun know you is all up to you now... hoping you will will will....... come back........ i got alot to ask you, got alor to say but..... sign..... anyway is 5days le... do you know? i think you dun.... if you know you would asked me.... sadd-ed.....

TODAY HAS REALLY BECOME A VERY SAD DAY FOR ME... STUPID OF ME TO SAY THAT....

anyway cause that huimin wan go home then cannot pei me go see doctor, then jezebel got detention, no need say about shirley she sure say need go home pei her mummy, eileen need go home. hai then that person... hais.. really sad... anyone help? i dun know wad to do now.... should i or should i not? my heart telling me to continue but my mind is stopping me... which should i listen to? heart? mind? friends?

GOD is this the test you wan to give me? so i would grow stronger? GOD then please then give me the strenght and wisdom to help me overcome it. amen.

today mood: not good
today miss church ops.... hai sorry....
use computer from moring till afternoon..... later going downtown to support huimin sis.... hais go out maybe will make me feel better if it is non stop laughing? if not..... sad all the way....
later at downtown... hmmm... which design should i buy.... think think think... dying soon.....
anyway

count down to....

12 more days to njl birthday...

14 more days to regene birthday...

29 more days to hk....

dun knw why i am not that excited anymore..... maybe too many thing has come and gone in one day or one month or one year..... my life is not exciting at all.... that kind of excitiment is can cause me an heart attack which in the end i will die from it. all are not good ones like unhappy memories.......


oh no!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i forgot tomorrow have physic and maths common test! die liao this time really die liao.... hais... still planning to go till very late sian.....! help?! dun think so? hai nvm... use to it liao.... study liao lor dun need plan anymore....

all this are for 2 person who last time tag me at my OLD tag box... SO the new ones dun contain any of wad they write....

ohya this msg is for J that person who tagg my chat box long long time ago....
hai i only can tell u... my blog now got alot of my pic happy looking......

and this is for that person who pretend as NJL and tag me long long tim ago de....
we dam long nv meet le can... stupid! can u go check 1st before you anyhow tag.... we nearly 1 month never meet le la can.... stupid....

26th september2009

okayyokayy... after all that i decided to do something today, but in the end that thing i wan to do didt come ture.. i am sad now but so wad?! today have 4 different kind of mood!

First mood is in this morning when saw something that i dun wan see..... which hurt me deeply again! tears just roll out! cant control it at all..... then very sad all the way till that person call.......

Second mood is here which is happy and sad at the same time?! cant go tooo in cause is private
:x

anyway then i use computer from morning 10am?-5pm? somewhere around there...... then went to church!

here come the third mood: HAPPY
cause we played games and games and more games! then in the end and group lost but is okayy! there the winning group de agnes thought of putting shaving cream all over our face! eeeeeeee! then keep going into my eyes and mouth! then almost cry out casue went into my eyes[ouch]..... after church ed like 6pm? then there is a surprise! haha happy happy happy.... cause they celebrating joanne, james, and my birthday! although is long over but i still thax them alot for the present even is a clock!-.-'''

after that went to find jezebel... then went to 304 then went to play swing... then remember alot of thing, both happy and sad... hais... i cant do anything anymore... tried all ways... is up to you le.... dun keep asking me wad i wan... is not me anymore is you... wad you wan... so when you decide tell me even it is not me....stop saying try when u dun even try.... after that went to slack slack till 9pm then went home and do everything.....

fourth feeling is here! which is sad again.... that person who cause me like that should know wad happen no ned say the name.... i really didt mean anything if you wan think that way then i cant do anything... i had done wadever i can le is up to you now.....

*** must thank ben and darren alot for the shaving cream make up! love your alot arh! your make me until my hair, ears, shirt, face have!
** and ofcouse esther is love you too!=] really! hehe...

and that person this is for you...
actually i dun knw why i am tyoing this for... just wan you know that stop dreaming wake up! nothing in this world is perfect... find a better one? is really up to you... dun get the wrong ideal..... is not wad you think just telling you that alll.

to you....
i dun knw le... up to you... wad had you done? did you keep? wad had you keep? alot more question i still wan ask maybe next time..

to jezebel and huimin....
hihi... i think i am half awake le... i will stand up de... even though my is still a raining day but i kind of enjoy raining days... but since your had already got sun shine le, how can left me out so i am changing to sun shine soon i think 0o? hoping so.... just cant forget maybe just not now....

NEXT SATURDAY! WHICH IS 3RD OCT 2009 I AM NOT FREE CAUSE
STANLEY BOOK ME!!!

continues two night crying myself to sleep.....
i now really is begging you to stop...
you like treat me as in i am not there like that.... you are like totall into that and not me anymore... not anymore.... all the tears is all given by you.... and i am trying to make you happy and complain at the sametime... plz stop.... i dun wish to say so much anymore... or else u will say i am trying to make you unhappy and everything.... plz spare a thought for me.... or at lest tell me wad you wan.... dun lie to me anymore.... i can feel it.... i know wad you are thinking so wad... i know you inside out so wad... but do you know wd i am feeling? NO!
even though i miss you but did you do the same did you treated me fairly?
you are the only person who can cause me mood swing... i i i...really dun knw... yesteday i did something for you... which in the end i realise i did for nothing cause you are not there long ago.... i was still waiting for you to appear... just know how stupid i am to wait...

count down!

15 days more to NJL bday!

32 days more to HK!

23rd september 2009
today mood: not bad....
nth much happen actually.....

wad happen today is something i will alway remeber... cause good memorise last.... but i dun knw you.... thax for all that....


24th september 2009

today mood: NOT GOOD !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Today not in a good mood at all....

today no mood do alot of things.... very shag.... went to the toilet see until that person make my day worst! *** angry arh! cannot stand it! going explode soon! nothing much happen in class today... just like very shag and everything.... fail my chinese test.... a very big blow to me! die liao fail chinese leh!

why why why why? i dun understand if i dun come into this class and i dun meet you all this wont had happen.... all our life would be better.... dun you think so? atlest better then now right? i think i really had made the choice of starting cause now this is wad i get in the end.... none of us need to suffer this....

and you that ***** shut up okayy! i hate you... i dun wan care so much anymore! is just making my life worst by each day! i dun gain anything anyway....




to you...
i really cannot stand you.... you say so much but in the end leh same thing happen.... all is just lies.... as simply as that... how long you wan be like this i as you! no reply! hate you.... dun blame me if i explode cause i really cannot stand it le.... you keep over there say must act marh so people wont know haha! please la! i dun believe in your lies anymore.....all that happen yesterday has pass and i dun think is coming back.... you yold me wad u dream of and alot of question start popping out... u really not thinking that all i can say... please start thinking and planning!


okayy after all that....
went out with jezebel and huimin!
and because of them my night has been enlighted with laughers!
we went to compass.... we study for awhile then i bought ice kachang! very fun cause this is the time we start to lame... we cant stop laughing cause we created stupid names for each other.

huimin
english version:
janelle david beckham retardee tan huimin
chinese version:
jia niao bei ke han me lei da di chen hui min
jezebel
english version:
jezebel retardo lau man ting
chinese version:
jia shi bao lei da duo liu man ting
lydia
english version:
lydia retarding tan ling zhi
chinese version:
li da lei da ding chen ling zhi

then alot ppl at the kopitiam keep looking at us, some even laugh with us?! then went to the toilet continue laughing?! cant stop! then we laugh our way home.... ohya and huimin inside the action city playing with the chicken....-.-'' retard! really! kids are waiting behind her to play with that chicken.. then went to kiddy palace... huimin is so small size that she can wear the cloths are ment for kids! dam funny lor... hai good memorise will last long....
thax) jezebel and huimin for cheering me up!
i love your!

huimin acting cute!!!!!!!!
the chicken that huimin playing with...

COUNT DOWN!

17days more to NJL bday!

35days more to HK!
So excited! cant wait to go to hongkong cause i am going there SHOPPING till i gone CRAZY! wahahaha......

Today mood:moody
Today really very no mood!!!!!!!!!!!!!! cause of alot of things..... just cant get through me..... i really cant understand why people do this and that... is it because bored? tired? really dun know... or trying to know more friends.....

today almost late for school, so cab there..... sian..... reach le then no mood..... hais..... whole keep getting angry..... only during chemistry lesson is fun... cause we get to go lab and do expirement! so fun... i partner with huimin... then keep on over there talk didt care about the teacher... haha... but in the end we do faster then the ones who listen in cass... cause we just smart haha jkjk.... then mood came back abit... but poa lesson make me no mood again..... then become very shag cause of something...

after school...
waiting the time to reach 2pm... with eileen and yeesuen.
some how joel appear from somewhere and we start chatting. Then he do alot of pose for us to take picture..... and yeesuen took a video down.





waiting for jezebel finsh her detention. then huimin coming to school also. wait til 3.45pm. then we in school chat till like 5+? then went mall buy thing and went home.

i really really really really really really really really really really really hate you *****!!!!!!!!!!!

which is it?
our love is like a spray can, our love is like unlimited sms?
if is like that i oso cant do anymore thing le.. u chose urself bah... just wan to live my life happier.... i hope u could do until wad i wan i knw is hard but ths time i dun think i do wrong casue that person is the one who did.

that person out there who did that..... i really hate u!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! why did u do that for... ur friend leh u like that betray u like meh? if dun like dun betray ur friends la! maybe at that time u r nt thinking but u better do something to make up to ur friend......

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